Thursday, September 01, 2005

interviews.

today is a day i wanna have over and over and over again.
discipline and focus. i feel so irresponsible.

i was having a conv with my mum. about the interviews. attitude vs ability. i mean, wy and pris? dad and tg?
but i guess she's right. i must learn and grow. grow. grow.

I seriously don't know about joining the board. What is my problem, i say. Trying to break down false fronts, getting all exposed. THEN i get all hurt again. I lose confidence and get all awkward. But I want to step into Room 1 without caring at all about what four tired faces feel.

It's all there. In 'flour '05.
These memories are playing like a film without sound.
A very short film at that. It leaves you with a marked mind and a twisted heart. Really twisted. Like squeezed and crushed and put through the shredder.
Please stop this pain tonight. It's gonna be a long one. without YOUR.

Oh but don't worry. We'll be there at the beginning. Together.

T2 sls, please send me your pix of us [if you EVER come across this. Highly doubt so].

I think I'll mooch around in school with Yuanny tomorrow. If I even feel up to mooching.

<3 ALL OF YOUR. EVERY SINGLE ITTY-BITTY ONE OF YOU.

this is eunice. hear me cry.

Don't waste your time on me
you're already the SMILE inside my head.
i miss you.

1 Comments:

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